The Early Word

Universe ?

Still questions my mind with many unanswered questions when  I found word universe . I may not able to find all of them but something curiosity always wakes me.  When we were Child,  delivered out of mother’s womb never ever questions about our very basic task here and why we born to them. But simply tend to follow what ever they teach us but never a rational thought ignites in our mind  to question them.

Remembering the quote of ramakrishna paramhamsa ” the man who discovers himself discovers the divine god”.

This quote showed a great impact on many lives like swami vivekananda and so on. This quote always fascinated me to find something else in life.

The universe is not a finite thing but always conceals the things and expanding simultaneously, it’s the will of us to learn what we are.

Still the great potential is unproductive. Why we are not able to concentrate the very basic phenomena to understand the purpose here. Like particles are fundamental to matter the essence of everything lies in its basic instinct.
So my journey starts discovering me everything i find which helps satisfying my ease and decodes my purpose and elaborates the fellow people’s sense.

So starting from the basic reaching pinnacle is the essence of the blog.

I will try to cover topics which pays our attention but laziness makes it lost. So you can diverse topics in this blog.

DiscoveringMe is not me  it is all our inner soul tries to do. That is the reason for selecting this title for blog.

Your suggestions always welcome
Raghavendra

MY FATHER

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My father Jim (jitendra Maharshi) is the best human being I ever met. All we get raised through our parents but I raised by my father. Yes my mother left heaven when she gave birth to me in hospital. 

As boys always love their mothers and girls love their fathers. But I had no feel of my mother’s love and It always found in my father’s love. 

My self Mary(Mahitha Rusheey) always a father’s daughter and never hurts him and a strong emotional bond with my father. 

One day a group of kids played some pranks on me saying that I am useless and don’t know value of mother and cannot achieve any thing in life. 

I cannot control those words and tried to hit and quarrel them with my hockey bat but they hold my hair and kicked me brutally with their bats. In the sudden my father came there and they started running and escaped. 

My father with his love started lifting me up and consoled me with a kiss on my forehead saying that they are stupid and inhumane. 

I am uncontrollable and crying loud of missing mother. My father understood me and told a story to console me. That is…. 

Jim: Mary do you know why we pay respect and remind our death one’s every year? 

Mary : I know, it’s our culture and activity to do. 

Jim: yes, more over than its a request by us to send them a positive and happy leading life for us. 

Mary : is it? 

Jim : yeah, that’s why we pay respect to your mother 

Mary : but I am unlucky and mean who lost my mother before I aware who is she (with a low tone of sorrow) 

Jim : No not, some times life takes the best of you out and this is  to make you more stronger for future consequences. Your mother’s life completed she married and had a beautiful family and delivered a divine gift like you but God is more cruel. He wants your mother love more than us needed. So he took her along with him. We have to feel proud she is in the service of God. Got it? 

Mary : your words had magic some times. Any way I love my father more than mother do 

I hugged my father with a kiss on his forehead for his beautiful story to make me normal. 

We had a very joy full life daily. We start our mornings with hockey in the ground and jogging. My father used to work on organic farming to yield better food for human without side effects. 

I completed my literature in English in local government college. I used to tell many adventure, drama, epic stories from my literature. 

Every day my father tells some brilliant quotes to kick start my life in hope. 

One day my father told me about his favorite book and searching for it. 

Jim : this book is a epitome of our lives. I read once and lost it. Searching in many areas still not available 

Mary : is it? I will try to get you for heavens sake. 

Jim : tq Mary you will and find some surprise when you find it. 

One fine day I got a call letter to work in my state’s prestigious University to teach literature. 

Jim : congratulations Mary 

Mary : No I won’t go there leaving you here in helpless 

Jim : I feel sad if u don’t go there. Very less people get this opportunity and you are one of them. You must go 

Mary : but.? 

Jim : I can take care of my self and taking before you born. So please utilize the opportunity 

Mary : kk I will but promise me. You must write letters daily. 

Jim : sure Mary darling 

On that very sad day I went to university leaving my father with sad tears. The University welcomed me with a opportunity to prove who I am. I actively started teaching them. Students are very good here and grasp everything I taught. 

I thought of searching my father favorite book he told. Searched the whole central library. But my attempts yield me nothing. 

It’s these days where I get letters daily from my father with Queen Elizabeth stamp on it from British central post office. 

I always learn something good from that warm wishing letters. 

One fine day I got that book from central Librarian and to my surprise the author of the book was my mother. 

I found her pictures on it and she wrote plot about a girl who faces obstacles and reaches the pinnacle. 

I loved that book and kissed my mother’s pic heart content with tears rolling over my eyes. I literally felt something is about life. I then understood why father told it’s his favorite book and told me I will find a surprise when I find this book. 

Without wasting time I wrote a letter to father about book and surprise. 

I waited for whole day but still no reply from my father. I felt something wrong and decided to start journey to home. 

I took permission from university Dean to travel and he granted it. 

I took book and packed with my luggage 💼 and started journey in first class compartment. 

I had no sleep thinking whole night about no reply from my father. The journey ended and I hired a cart and reached home. 

I found many people there standing talking each other. I rushed in daze what might happened there. 

I blinked my eyes in shock and cannot hold my breath any more after the visual I found near there. The man who made me a brave girl and taught many things is in the coffin lying unconscious and sleeping in heaven. 

I cried with tears rolling out and hugging my father and all the love I found from him is no more for me. I screamed on the gods for my father’s demise. I still cannot control and kissed my father forehead who is still in face with smile. 

I found a letter in his pocket. It tells 

“Mary I knew one day you should find the book and decodes who is your mother because you are a daughter of warrior. Mary I told you once God takes the best out of us to face the grave consequences in future. Me and your mother always thought of a girl and never thought about boy. Because I want angel in our lives and sprinkle happiness in our lives with her magic wand. Mary when your mother left me I found a hope In you and never objected your approach and obligations. You still a best kid I had. I faced a heart attack a week ago and fears it will attack me again. You must promise me not to do any offence after my death like killing yourself. Promise?. 

I asking you a single word you to do continue  research on my organic farming and help the poor from this syndicate world. Hope you will. 

Yours loving father 

Jim “

I cannot control my tears and kissed my father forehead again and gave him a tearful send off to heaven where my mother is waiting. 

I continued my research on organic farming of my father. Found a solution for my father’s research. 

I won prestigious Noble prize for my father’s work. 

I dedicated it to my father’s soul. 

Some times life gives the best and takes away the best all you need to do is continue the journey because everything is for good. 

A father daughter relationship story in the British era in India. Its complete fiction and imaginative story. 

Your words always welcome 

Raghavendra chityala 

FAN (DEDICATED TO MY BEST FRIEND)

FAN :YOUR’S STORY

Every one in this world meant of something. Feeling so I thought it was not exception to my life. I may look ordinary but things I knew made me extraordinary.

Feeling strange and stupid? Hey, have some patience and explore just my words will definitely worth for your life.

I am a guy like you fellas from a well sourced Telugu family keeping away which caste I belong. I am fair in colour but richer in thoughts. I am tall but call the life is more about exploring. Bit confusing, no problem here I am in single word, a man who loves the movies of every language it seems interesting and thought provoking. So my interest is in diverse from Telugu to English.

I believe in education but books are regular but learning something thoroughly through experience is what education matters. This helped me immensely to grow into a individual. I raised in hostel and it taught me many things in life. What is good and bad?

What matters a person to live happily in society.

This introduction is enough to understand who I am and what I was actually?

Before the advent of android mobiles my interest for hollywood movies made me to browse and search for trailers in standard Nokia mobile. At that point, the standard I studying was 10.

My interest made me to learn all these things in turn lead to thinking thoughts richer. A simple example is generally people save pictures in kb’s and I prefer to save in mb’s and all download movies in mb’s and I in gb’s. This example is enough to understand my thoughts. What about my brand preferences?

You can simply understand what I prefer if you understand the practical example I discussed previously.

Hollywood made me learnt many things and enriched my thoughts. But more than above I introduced to Will Smith. We all knew him. I knew him versatile. But the critical part is to select a favorite heroine from the Hollywood.

Once Marilyn Manroe quoted Hollywood is a prostitute house. So how can I select a girl who saves her personality and preserves chastity and lives honest.

I struggled to find a traditional girl who never commits nude in movies. Then I found a jewel with all this qualities. She is none other than “A”. Generally people prefer to watch Hollywood movies for nudity but I am different and my quest was successful and she was completely traditional and preserved her chastity and never did nude and dashing and daring personality.

My happiness is ecstacy and unexplained.

NOTE : A (HEROINE),B (MYSELF)

After the quest for”A” was successful. My interest for hollywood made me to apply higher education in Los Angeles, california the place  where Hollywood is situated.

Actually I completed graduation in computers but my higher education was just to visit Hollywood in the disguise of higher education and to meet celebrities especially “A”  if possible.

There I found education was different compared to us. I had a vehicle here enough for a student to travel daily and went beyond Hollywood outskirts to enjoy the nature. I visited Hollywood atleast once daily to test my luck to meet celebrities mostly it was vain.

But I never stopped my trials. I used to dream daily to meet “A” and shake hand her and have a selfie and autograph with her.

But I believe in a quote fortune favors the brave. Yeah It was real. The day of my luck to meet “A” came true. Yeah you hearing right it was a bit dramatic but damn true.

As usually after college I went to Hollywood studio to check my luck but vain. With sad mind I am travelling back exactly at 6pm from studio and it already seems to hit a sudden rain at any moment and I increased the speed of my bike and going to my room in presto.

After travelling 8kms I am still ahead of 10 kms and it already started ⚡lightning and a little shower of ☔(rain).

Then I am cursing my fate and about to turn corner to jump my room path which is 8km from there. But to my surprise on that very day it seems a bit dark and cloudy and I have to on my vehicle lights to look after the street. Suddenly I found a audi car there and a woman under the tree. I thought someone in problem due to bad weather and I parked aside under the tree and walking towards that woman.

Already my eyes filled with dust due to wind and clearing my eyes marching towards her.

It was a shock and surprise for me. I never expert this event and evening in my life.

The woman was none other than “A”. I was in shock and staring at her continously. She got my shock.

A: excuse me.

Me : madam, it’s really wonderful to see you here and I understood your vehicle troubled you. How can I help you?

Rain started increasing its pace………. ☔ ⚡

A : tq for your  words and your conclusion is right and my car troubled and I am going back to home from shooting and mean while faced a puncture here and my battery is dead in mobile 📱 🔋.

Waiting for any one to help out.

Me: I got what she want and gave my NOKIA LUMIA 1020 to call her 📞 husband. She took phone 📱 and surprised and found happiness as display and wall paper was her recent movie pic and found I am her fan.

A  : she called 📞 her husband and explained her condition. He told he will be in hour there to pick her up.

She gave my mobile back and Said tq and asked whether I am her fan?

Me : I said no mention and told I am of her big fan and told where I came from and why I came here in the name of studies.

A  : she laughed and understood my fanism and suddenly asked what my name?

Me : I felt happy as a big celebrity asked my name. I Introduced myself as “B” and she just told her complete name and shaked hand with me.

It was really surprise as my first dream came true….

In the meanwhile rain started increasing and we thought to sit in her car.

A : What you do?

Me : I told her my self and my education?

A : by the way what reason made you  me a favorite star for you?

Me: I explained each and every quality I quested in heroine and told her about all and finally why I choosed her.

A  : she shocked with my analysis and felt happy. Suddenly she had tears

Me : mam what happened?

A : No nothing

Me : pls tell mam, any thing wrong?

A : I had a bad memory of celebrity nude leaks. When fans like you  adore me.  some people break privacy  ( tears rolling)

Me : I consoled her

A  : leave it. I am proud to have fan like you. I will make proud all of you  in future too with tears

Me : tq mam and you will.

It’s just 30 minutes and half an hour remained for husband to come here.

Me : to break time I discussed about THE SHINING  movie

A: “B”(my name)  you seem to be die hard fan of mine and you  knew even my personal things. She lauded my shoulders with pride

Me: without a second I had tears rolling out as my favorite heroine whom I adore as God is praising me.

A  : she understood and consoled me.

Me : I controlled and discussed a lot about Hollywood movies which she even don’t know and she dumbfounded with my knowledge.

A : “B”  why don’t you  try for hollywood?

Me: mam I am not interested. I am here to check my Hollywood idols. Not for acting

A  : No industry always needs talent like you and you definitely deserve a position in Hollywood. Will you  act in my next movie?

Me : I was shocked and with tears and are you serious mam?

A  : of course I will never joke serious things

Me: tq mam

Mary: Mr B  no need to mention you helped me here today. If someone here in your place definitely took advantage and rape me but you stayed away and helped me. Praised qualities in me  and you have diverse Hollywood knowledge. So a gentleman like you always must for hollywood.

Me: I felt lucky and happiness as my favorite heroine praising me. This is the moment for any guy.

In meanwhile she took my lumia and asked for selfie.

I felt happy and my second dream fulfilled.

And she gave a autograph by taking a dollar from her purse and gave it to me. My dreams are serially fulfilled. I thanked God and fate

She gave her personal number and asked me to come this Sunday for dinner and told me that she will give me opportunity to work in her film from next Monday.

Her husband came and thanked my service and invited for dinner and learnt all things from her.

So finally I enjoyed their hospitality and started acting a key role in her new film.

So remember one thing “fortune always favors the brave”.

Thank you God for this beautiful and wonderful life.

This story is a imagination and experiences and things i learnt from my best friend.

Shiva (1989): a trend setter

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Telugu film industry  has wide reputation in indian cinema because of its production values and films it made per year.

Starting from the talkie to present trending films, tfi has evolved in the hands of many legendary directors.after all cinema is a product out of human labor as compared to many other goods and services we value film as a member in our house .the very thing is clear no one dances before you and speak dialogues in ease and fights even if u pay  but it happens in the name of entertainment.

So we value movies and supplements more .

Tfi has a habit of sticking to single taste until people get bore of it .

To quote in example, janapadas,puranas and heroic folk tales are trended from 1950-70’s which caused the rise of mass hero NTR.but this overdosed and people shifted to agent ,detective films where super star krishna trended and later two wives and one husband movies trended and shoban babu is the master of it.

With advent of megastar chiranjeevi Tollywood broke the barrier of dance .

Even these  things happened tfi went far away from realistic making films. because people may not concern over it and make losses for producer.

This resulted in sticking to single way of making rod films.then a hope arose and Tollywood had a boon of having new talent and akkineni Nagarjuna introduced a new director Rgv who broke the tfi into before SHIVA after SHIVA.

many films on goons and their politics are made but they are not in realistic touch.student politics is the first background touched by Shiva film.

Plot is not a new but storytelling is exceptional. You cannot find a Telugu movie like shiva with realistic fights and short noted crisp punch diaogues.

Student politics in Vijayawada city forms the story line .right from the titles back ground score by ilayaraja is the soul of Shiva. S.Gopal reddy camera work is the individual one you cannot find in counter part Telugu films.

Rgv attempted well this movie from all corners and made it a classic.

Purijaganath ,krishna vamsi, teja, utej and many notable persons are part of shiva.

Director teja designed movie posters with knuckle duster.

Actor raghuvaran is the strong holding opposite Nagarjuna with his intense voice and sharp dialogues. Tanikela bharani wrote dialogues and did nanaji role to assist bhavani .

Jd chakravarthi changed his character name to surname from shiva.

Cycle chain fight, interval bang and climax fight in natural taking made shiva a cult classic and a must watch to even today

If you call Rgv creative no doubt shiva is master piece.shiva is a new push to Tollywood to make realistic films in commercial format